status of my life : lost

So wht is the actual status of ma life … i am lost ..

Pkoi.. sais pas .. sais plus wht i want to do in life ?

Great question here it goes again ..

So who i am .. no one thats a great start  [ i guess everyone at one point or another face this problem]

Currently uom student political science year .. la si i wont get a first class degree i dont want o get in the details ..

So next year

[1]who am i goin to be?

[2]What will i do ?

[3]Wht do i want from my life?

Many of my friends already got a job,got engaged,got married even got kids …  a simple life .

I guess it is wonderful to have a simple life.. get a simple job.. a good guy get married … get kids etc etc etc no worry a simple life.

Will i be satifisfied with a simple life …i wonder?

We live once .. and we should do great things i dunno like gandhi … well i dont really like his philosophy … hmmm … like  Indira Gandhi .. Benazir Bhutoo [ i amat uom not harvard forget it ]…

Mother theresa wonderful lady  naaa i am not her ….

But I dont mind helpin people .. like makin exposition and give people who are in need the money .. helping for a cause

So next year kan cour fini i ll try to get a job in government ,do my msc in public administration ,tell mum about avish of course we get engaged .. get married … Thats perfect.. concernin avish its final

But the problem is me.. what i want from life …Will i die as just anyone ..? I m not sayin i want my photo on notes.. well i dont mind though

I am still at the starting point wht am i goin to do in life .. i will be 21 and still dont have the answer grave ..

[  I started to write dans le mauricien espace forum everyone can do that .... thinkin to make an exposition i dont think i am good enough ... welll what do i want i wonder...]

Great things i want to do in life… changing the world .. makin a difference how? hmmm let me think sais pas …

Perhaps next year when i get a job , i will get busy in the monotonous trend of life and my problem of who i am will be over…

Why cant i be satifisfied with a simple life? Koz we live once yeahhhhhh .Its not a question of becoming extra rich whteva .. its a question of doin sth worth due to the fact i am alive …Perhaps i m not normal

Wonderful i am lost ..